Incarcerated during his early thirties, Patrick Bayona’s journey to self-discovery began in the harsh isolation of the “hole” at 850 Bryant Jail. It was there, confined to a cramped space with 10 violent offenders for six months, that he discovered the transformative power of art.
With nothing but a few #2 pencils and paper, Patrick began creating portrait art — lots of sketches of his wife, Sarah, landscapes, — hundreds of drawings. When a Five Keys teacher took notice of his artwork, she added colored pencils and pastels to his art supplies and assigned him to coordinate a team to create the posters, 40 of them, to decorate the living pod for a Pacific Islander event.
Soon, Patrick was drawing greeting cards for fellow jail mates to send to their families and friends, earning him a little cash for snacks. A Five Keys teacher and a Five Keys counselor, both named Jackie, also encouraged him, and he says it “pointed me in the right direction.”
“Art kept me going, kept me sane,” says Patrick, 39. “It’s as if creativity was the first positive thing I did for myself and gave me a place to process why I was always so angry.” Before long, he was finding solace and a new sense of purpose in every stroke.
A Story of Redemption and Resilience
Fast forward to today. After his release from jail in May 2020, Patrick continued his transformative work with Five Keys and was hired as a wellness ambassador at Five Keys’ Embarcadero SAFE Navigation Center. In 2022 he was promoted to Activities Coordinator, where he works full-time running everything from daily yoga and meditation to art classes and peace circles.
Patrick also is completing his final semester of a four-and-a-half year, full-ride scholarship at the Academy of Art University in San Francisco. The opportunity was awarded through a partnership with Five Keys on the agreement that Patrick could successfully complete a semester at Laney College in Oakland, which he mastered with a 3.5 GPA.
Overcoming Adversity: Life Before Five Keys
Patrick’s story speaks volumes about the opportunity Five Keys, the San Francisco-based accredited charter school has offered to more than 30,000 at-risk and in-risk individuals across California. He’s a living tribute to the fact that creativity, education, community service and personal reflection and growth, along with the kindness and support of caring individuals and a second chance, can change lives in the most challenging environments.
Patrick is the first to say, “I’m not proud of my past and it’s still a work in progress. I remember being in a peacekeeping circle training at Five Keys and one of the women said how wealthy she feels in a social sense not in a money sense. But she said it was the first time in her life she felt supported and cared for. I realized that was the first time I realized that for myself. I too feel overjoyed with this kind of wealth that these relationships bring to my life.”
Good Job. Keep Going. Keep Going!
Patrick says the pivotal moment that led him to seek change was when one of the professors at the university spotted him painting his art and said: “Good job, keep going, keep going.”
It’s become his personal mantra. “Whenever I am having a challenging time, I keep saying that to myself, ‘Keep going, keep going,” says Patrick.
Five Keys counselor, and one of “the Jackies,” Jackie Gordon* also was one of the carers who encouraged Patrick to turn his life around and to amplify his own voice and the voices of others who need to be seen and heard.
The Beat Within: Giving Back to the Community
These days, Patrick is committed to helping those others, especially homeless individuals, find meaning in their lives.
“The men and women here at the Navigation Center inspire me with their courage and authenticity every day,” says Patrick. “They face challenges most people could never imagine. I am inspired by Kevin, who reminds me to work on my martial arts, which has helped him with his addictions and on days he just wants to give up.
And, Maria, who was so courageous to leave her family and not stay trapped in alcoholism and domestic violence. She has no income, nothing, but she can be herself here and she is working on creating a new life. They help me to reflect on what I did and to know that I need to treat my partner with respect and kindness, to treat everyone that way. It is a daily struggle. I started drinking at age six and was an alcoholic by 12.
I was out of my mind. But I don’t want to dwell in that shame and am working very hard to be a good, productive person.”
Exciting news is that Patrick has donated his artwork (13 pieces) to help raise funds for Five Keys at the 21st Anniversary Celebration through the silent auction.
The Beat Goes On
When he’s not at work, Patrick is a turntablist, performing as a DJ throughout northern California, focusing much of his musical work on fundraising, like at a recent San Jose event for rare diseases. Turntablism is the art of manipulating sounds and creating new music, sound effects, mixes and other creative sounds and beats, typically by using two or more turntables and a crossfader-equipped DJ mixer. He also shares his artwork and has mentored other aspiring artists through The Beat Within, “A publication of art and writing from inside.”
His most proud relationship is with his wife Sarah, “who is my best friend, and has taught me to understand what it is to live a good life.” says Patrick. Sarah is the person he admires the most. “Sarah helps me step out of the box, understanding what travel and taking a real break really means. We love to cook together and discuss politics.” Last January, the couple traveled to Hawaii. “We’ve got so many things we want to do together.”
* Note: Sadly, Jackie Gordon died in 2023. As a lead facilitator in the jails, Jackie left an indelible impact on Patrick and countless incarcerated students and clients. In a tribute at her memorial service, the 69-year-old was said to be known for her warmth, kindness, and genuine care for everyone she encountered. Her dedication to clients and guests was unparalleled, leaving an enduring mark on the community. Jackie’s journey with Five Keys began officially on July 1, 2011, and spanned over two decades as a servant to Five Keys’s underserved communities. She understood the power of providing support and resources to those who needed it most, often going above and beyond to ensure their well-being. Her presence was a source of inspiration, and her guidance helped many individuals navigate the challenges they faced. Jackie’s passion, dedication, and impact on all of us will always be remembered. “She changed my life,” says Patrick. “It still brings me to tears when I think of the support, she gave me at a time when I needed her compassion most.”